Hellislifeonearth~ Forgive me for sounding so foreboding today. I had a fucked up night, and the second I wake up, I get some fucked up news. I don't know how to say this in order for it to give the most impact but, have you ever been so mad, so upset, so unconsolable, that you feel like u can't even ask God for help? That's pretty much how I feel right around now. I don't know, it just seems like when I believe I'm going the right way, looked at the map correctly, and took the right path when the fork in the road comes up, I always find out about 5 miles too late that I was looking at the map upside down. It's terrible. I need some kind of outlet for the pain I'm feeling now, but I don't know what, if I knew what, I wouldn't know how, and if I knew how, I doubt I'd be able to do it. I bet your wondering, "what the hell is wrong wit this nigga?" Well guess what, I can't post everything in my head up here. Too much information about yourself is bound to give the wrong people ammunition to affect you negatively sometime in life. I don't know, maybe when this all blows over, I'll share, but right now, it's just not happening. Anyways, My Life: Volume 3 is coming soon, I just don't feel like typing much now. B E Z.