The Finish Line~ Well, I have to say that it has been a long journey, but every long journey must come to an end sooner or later. My Journey has been a long hike through the education world and I am proud to say that come December, I will finally be graduating. I just finished my summer class and I only have to take one class in the fall ( a film class) and I will be walking across that stage during the day to the cheers of my family, and then I will be walking in a haze to the cheers of my friends (that means I'll be getting fucked up :-P). Usually when I write a new entry in this blog thing, I look at what I wrote before to see how much I've changed since the last time I wrote. I didn't bother to do that this time, I just decided to write first and re-read the shit later. I say this because so much shit has happened between the last time I wrote and the present. I've been through several girls since the whole Bella chapter came to a close and I think the girl I've been fuckin wit recently is starting to die off (if your stupid, I don't really mean that she's dying, ok?), but I have to say something and give credit to every girl that I have ever known, and I mean this from the heart. Every woman that I have ever dealt with, whether they were a good or bad experience, has managed to teach me something about life that I didn't know before. Bella taught me not to settle for less, Candice taught me that I should do a background check before I dive into shit, cause you might just get a nutjob, Ms. Michelle taught me that some girls know the game a little more than the niggaz do (I'm not afriad to admit that I got played, but best believe, I learned a lot fuckin wit her ass), and my current (probably soon to be the past) has taught me not to put all my eggs in one basket (I always believed this before, but I was really feelin this one and I basically ditched all my side chicks to fuck wit her and I got burned) I can laugh at that now, but damn, shit is real. I wish that I could skip like three years worth of learning from bitches, and take that knowledge and use it now, cause "nowadays chicks are the worse/they don't keep em in they sleeves no more/they keep their tricks in they purse." ~Saigon
In other news, my lease is about to run out in a month, and me and Conway still don't know if we are gonna renew it. I personally don't give a damn, but I would like to know what he wants to do so I can make moves if he decides that he doesn't want to renew it. I damn sure ain't tryin to move home, and if I do, best believe that I won't be there for long. So I guess I better start apartment hunting now in case he doesn't want to renew.
Next on the discussion list, I've started making music. I don't wanna call myself a rapper cause them niggas don't get no respect. I prefer to just say that I'm making music, cause even if other niggas ain't feelin it, I am, and the niggas that I'm makin the music with are feelin it, so that's all I need. shit, maybe when It's all done I'll stick a link up so muthafuckas can hear it or something. But I'm bout to be out, I don't have that much other shit to report.
"I got my wins and my losses yall/
but when I fall, I crawl again, walk again/
not spittin for grins/
the gin got my head spinnin/
and in a minute your men and them gonna witness/
the illest that ever spit it, ya dig it?
ITS VIRGINIA NIGGA! AND DON'T YOU EVER FORGET IT!!"
~Calous
Peace (Y)